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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

shit, i feel like vomitting
or more of like burping
but can't burp out
its like wanna cough and burp
then resulted both cant do
and the throat stuck there like so uncomfortable
it happened after i hiccuped
hahahahahahahahahahaha

shit i got 3exams tmr
and im still slacking away

what we could have been, 12:33 PM.
Monday, October 29, 2007

did anyone heard jay's new album song??
rainbow is ok, but i think that niu zai hen mang sounds cute.
its like a new style but very funny and gay
and seeing jay dance hahahahahahahaha so funny drink milk.
but i still think his old songs are more JAY


im sensitive to the word milk lately.
hahahahahahahahahaha


i finished 4 of my papers
i've got bio practical tmr.
i wanna pass well, so gotta go study soon!!

ppl in NZ must be really bored.
they even have a DOTA WC3 tournament.
hahahaha, d is still at tournament

oohooh, im still in my uniform.
can't be stuffed changing
although i know very smelly la

im actually very scared of my stats and bio and business
which is all this week!!!!!!!!
God, please help me to pass this stage safely.
let me pass my stats and bio and business at the very least.
by praying hard to you.
and by putting in my own effort + praying, i'll get a B at least
thanks for reading my prayer, i really want to pass all my subjects badly

my ear got infection again....
for no reason

oh, im dehydrated again la..
my dressing table is now the same as lucy's
full of bottles and tubes
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
omg, lucy wanna be

just now i ate the kiam chai, and my lips burned...
cox it cracked mah.

pasta is nice to eat!!~ i love pasta~
but when i see it now, im like abit scared, cox i seen it for like 3consecutive meals



what we could have been, 3:39 PM.
Monday, October 22, 2007

HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY TO YOLANDA!!!~

it started off with a really bad sad day
that i almost died-
i was being pushed away ten over times by you
and rejected to talk to ten over times
and got your broke up msg
and u called, to patch
and the way you texted made me feel like throwing away the phone
so i texted back the way you texted me

and you didn't say happy birthday to me for the 24hours of chances.
yeah, thanks so much for the 'present' you gave me.
its the most memorable saddest birthday i ever had.
thanks to you-
whats the point of having you when you don't even care about my birthday.
im really not happy about it.
and making your gf sad on her birthday is just wrong wrong wrong.
and you want me to forgive you.
if apologies do have use, why do we need police for??
i bet pet and chris would have raged long ago.
and who do you think i am not to rage and give you that attitude.
you asked for it..
and i think i was having a fever to just forgive you that easily.

you made me sad shit on my birthday, what a perfect day




i was out with vivy for the whole day.
we went to newmarket, city, rio.
newmarket to buy dunhill
get her belly pierced, omg looks so fucking scary and gross.
but i like the belly stud- big lime green stone, damn nice.
ate my bday cake at GATEAU HOUSE -opened by koreans.
SUPER SUPER SUPER YUMMY MOUSSE CAKES!!!
if you guys come NZ, i'll bring u there~
and we vowed that we will try finish all the flavours of mousse and rate them.
and advertise to our friends.
then we went to city, get my birthday voodoo doll hp chain.
i got wisdom, she got love.
and we got another couple chain, she took hp, i took key.
i need a key one.. my keychain is too ugly, just nice.. i found one!!
thanks for vivy's sharp eyes.
then went MOMOtea for lunch!! its already 3+
i ate beef fried noodles, she ate porksliced rice with special sauce.
drank taro milk tea and honeydew shaved ice blah.
so nice!! we were so full.

then went to yifan, to play INITIAL D with some guys and girls.
INITIAL D >> me:vivy 2:1
INITIAL D >> old woman v.s. vivy 1:0 [lost by 440m]
INITIAL D >> old woman v.s. leo 1:0 [lost by 80m]
INITIAL D >> old woman v.s. vincent 0:1 [won by 7m]
and that old woman walked away, she was eating peanut chocolate when she came
and think that she very pro, very pro indeed. for a "WHITE" Middle-aged woman playing ID
and 2 young ppl actually lost to her?? we were using mazda RX7 or sth. that grey cool one.
and subaru IMPRETza STI... and we lost to her stupid small racing car!!!!!!!!
and vivy was like so pissed at it, and so is leo.cox he is counted as pro type.but still lost.
you know how you feel, an asian losing to a white for an asian car racing game. "no face"
and when vincent CUT her, we were like all so high~ hi-5ing and stuff..
then that 'white' went off, proudly with her chocolate.

went to rio to drink FRANK sparkling grapefruit juice.
i was dehydrated.
and we were texting funny stuff.


P.S. =]vivy, you're the bestie bestie lesbian gf of mine--
you accompanied me the whole day
when i was in a shitty mood
and u never failed to talk until i keep on looking out of the window...
sorry, its not that i dun wanna listen to you, but i really got no mood.
i know that you do understand lah.
thanks for being with me the whole day and trying to make me smile
yea i did smile, and thanks for your dunhill!!
thanks for brightening up my birthday girl!!!! <3 style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">and i even promised you not to dunhill again...
how much did i put in in this...
why are you still "taking it for granted" {at least i think you are}

what we could have been, 5:59 PM.

HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY TO YOLANDA!!!~

it started off with a really bad sad day
that i almost died-
i was being pushed away ten over times by you
and rejected to talk to ten over times
and got your broke up msg
and u called, to patch
and the way you texted made me feel like throwing away the phone
so i texted back the way you texted me

and you didn't say happy birthday to me for the 24hours of chances.
yeah, thanks so much for the 'present' you gave me.
its the most memorable saddest birthday i ever had.
thanks to you-
whats the point of having you when you don't even care about my birthday.
im really not happy about it.
and making your gf sad on her birthday is just wrong wrong wrong.
and you want me to forgive you.
if apologies do have use, why do we need police for??
i bet pet and chris would have raged long ago.
and who do you think i am not to rage and give you that attitude.
you asked for it..
and i think i was having a fever to just forgive you that easily.

you made me sad shit on my birthday, what a perfect day




i was out with vivy for the whole day.
we went to newmarket, city, rio.
newmarket to buy dunhill
get her belly pierced, omg looks so fucking scary and gross.
but i like the belly stud- big lime green stone, damn nice.
ate my bday cake at GATEAU HOUSE -opened by koreans.
SUPER SUPER SUPER YUMMY MOUSSE CAKES!!!
if you guys come NZ, i'll bring u there~
and we vowed that we will try finish all the flavours of mousse and rate them.
and advertise to our friends.
then we went to city, get my birthday voodoo doll hp chain.
i got wisdom, she got love.
and we got another couple chain, she took hp, i took key.
i need a key one.. my keychain is too ugly, just nice.. i found one!!
thanks for vivy's sharp eyes.
then went MOMOtea for lunch!! its already 3+
i ate beef fried noodles, she ate porksliced rice with special sauce.
drank taro milk tea and honeydew shaved ice blah.
so nice!! we were so full.

then went to yifan, to play INITIAL D with some guys and girls.
INITIAL D >> me:vivy 2:1
INITIAL D >> old woman v.s. vivy 1:0 [lost by 440m]
INITIAL D >> old woman v.s. leo 1:0 [lost by 80m]
INITIAL D >> old woman v.s. vincent 0:1 [won by 7m]
and that old woman walked away, she was eating peanut chocolate when she came
and think that she very pro, very pro indeed. for a "WHITE" Middle-aged woman playing ID
and 2 young ppl actually lost to her?? we were using mazda RX7 or sth. that grey cool one.
and subaru IMPRETza STI... and we lost to her stupid small racing car!!!!!!!!
and vivy was like so pissed at it, and so is leo.cox he is counted as pro type.but still lost.
you know how you feel, an asian losing to a white for an asian car racing game. "no face"
and when vincent CUT her, we were like all so high~ hi-5ing and stuff..
then that 'white' went off, proudly with her chocolate.

went to rio to drink FRANK sparkling grapefruit juice.
i was dehydrated.
and we were texting funny stuff.


P.S. =]vivy, you're the bestie bestie lesbian gf of mine--
you accompanied me the whole day
when i was in a shitty mood
and u never failed to talk until i keep on looking out of the window...
sorry, its not that i dun wanna listen to you, but i really got no mood.
i know that you do understand lah.
thanks for being with me the whole day and trying to make me smile
yea i did smile, and thanks for your dunhill!!
thanks for brightening up my birthday girl!!!! <3

and i even promised you not to dunhill again...
how much did i put in in this...
why are you still "taking it for granted" {at least i think you are}

what we could have been, 5:59 PM.
Saturday, October 20, 2007


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PORSCHE GT3



HONDA ACCORD COUPE



2006 SUBARU IMPREZA STI

what we could have been, 6:16 PM.
Friday, October 19, 2007

its been 2months...

dinner tonight at halfmoonbay, japanese restaurant.
a real authentic japanese restaurant.
said to be southern japanese by the way native japanese differentiate how the cuisine is made.
i think its called gokumen.

i ate too much popcorns just now
so full, shit
i still wanna leave stomach for GOKUMEN!!!!!
haha, maybe i should go and shit now.
lucy said the amount of popcorn i ate was more than two guys eating it throughout the movie.

i fucking got chased out of the movie cox i didn't bring my ID, and i cant prove that im 16
and its ILLEGAL to enter the cinema without my ID..
fucking hell lah!!!!!!
walau ehs, catch catch catch. bian tai.
stupid cinema.. just cox i was late for the show.. thats why u catch me.
wtf?????
hahahahaha..
then i summore ask ppl help me buy so i can get in
and i got fucking chased out.
shithole. super maluating can.
and its super unreasonable.
what era already still wanna catch me cox of that.
stupid bitch. complain complain complain

what we could have been, 1:10 PM.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007

when i saw ur msg at 6.30, i almost died-
i couldn't sleep
i kept thinking
can't wait for u to wake up to explain

maths was screwed.
i dunno how to do alot of stuff.
but i pray hard that i can get more than 70%

u told me all your thoughts on msn.
just to say that ur not a good one.
and u think that u always make me sad.
and that u dragged my studies down.
and you wanted to stop
but i really couldn't continue anymore w/o you
i dunno why but i really thought that i would have died.
it seems like i really can't live.

all the ups and downs should make it grow stronger and never to be separated.

but how come after the talk, you don't seem to be happy???
perhaps you really wanted... but i stopped u???
hope that you'll be fine after awhile
i don't wanna feel the sad you
its the same feeling for me.

what we could have been, 11:24 AM.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007

walau ehs, always only rmb ur own stuff
and ppl have to go along with ur decisions
since when only will u go along with my decisions
this is bullshit manz.

say ytd wanna study up the whole night.
end up sleeping.and ask me to sleep too because i will have no energy to study with u the nxt day.
next day u say u are gonna study in the library for the whole day with Me.
and end up u went for bballing with that bunch of uni ppl and forgot i got tuition at 6.
i pushed my tuition back for half and hour, so that like at least from 4-6 can study in library.
jonny was at the library waiting for me so that he can pass me the dvd and teach me math.
in the end i have to tell him that i couldn't go all thanks to you.
and he is so pissed at me now.
wtf?! who do u think i am lah.
u always make empty promises.
your whole day in the lib with me turn out to me 0mins in the library.
wtf?? if i screw up my math exams, it'll be all thanks to you.
and u fucking took all my damn papers away...
how am i gonna tuition later.
asshole, all u know is to hang around with uni ppl.
ur just only 17 taking ur bloody AS, not even A.
so if u think that u're gonna pass well with ur bloody AS going bballing and dota everyday, by all means, im not gonna give a damn shit to u.
i talk no words into you and thats it.
im not gonna care about u anymore.
im only gonna care about my own future, my upcoming exams.
get lost.
i dun wanna talk to you.

what we could have been, 11:25 AM.
Monday, October 15, 2007

i must pass pure maths paper one on wed 17/10/07 with >90%.
i really must get every single question straight out right.
i can't make stupid silly careless dumb mistakes.
i must think properly.
i must concentrate.
i must do it fast.
i have to think logically.
i can't get distracted by anything.
i must focus only on maths and maths.
i am going to do really well this time because i've been mugging hard for it.
tmr, im gonna be a geek, no matter who is beside me. i don't care.
im not gonna get influenced by them, just study maths only.


the whole howick library is full of macleans college ppl.
wtf? hahahahahaha.. so funny.
everyone there u know their names or seen them in school before.
all hanging around the library.
its like as if our school owned it.
ooh~ and librarians said that we were too noisy.
must be those unmacleans ppl complain one lah.
complain king complain queen. complain ur head!
not happy with macleans ppl ah? we got alot of pro ppl wor, dun kajiao us.

what we could have been, 6:13 PM.
Saturday, October 13, 2007

i've got shitloads of maths to sort out.
lucky its only pure maths.
but its already killing me.
but i really need to get it sorted out.
i have to do it. again and again
get it into my head.
hope that i really can get >80% for pure maths.
i really wanna do well~
i really really really want to pass well for maths with flying colours.
i cannot waste anytime slacking away.
i've got no time to waste.
i just got to keep on doing and doing until i become numb.

what we could have been, 2:51 PM.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007

i really wanna do well for my maths paper 1.
its As, i cant fuck that up.
im seriously gonna put in all my effort, solve all of them.
write all of the answers down, look through everything i have..
and get back my maths exercise books.
its with jenny.
and she haven't return it to me.
i need to sign my textbook clearance form too.
im running out of time.
i really gotta quite youtubing.
im gonna plug out my online cable soon.
seriously, i really need to plug it out.
i cant' slack anymore.
i really need the last few mins to do my best.
and strive and mug hard for it.

i know what to give for two months, all thanks to lovely lucy!!
hahahahahaha..

and its gonna be my birthday soon.followed by all the O's im having...

what we could have been, 12:25 PM.
Sunday, October 07, 2007

i went to city ytd with vivy-
vivy as usual keeps on talking talking about guys and gossips.
but she's funny la..and a really nice gal.hahaha.
we shopped, saw lots of stuff that we wanna buy..
but we're broke
and she blamed me for lending $20 from her.
she say," if i got that $20, i could have bought this, bought that.... see lah,all because of u."
haha, well, im really sorry about it.
but yeah.. i seriously hand itchy
and i didn't buy the food that i was meant to buy for d.
d say,"u buy all this stuff and forgone my food? haix,sad la.. im hungry"

we ate dinner at 9+
we ate," takoyaki, ramen, katsudon" super nice!!!!!
and drank "green tea blended cream, chocolate blended cream" from starbucks.
then went to william's house to drink.

william lended us his garage for drinking-
they bought 3cartons of export gold 4.0%alc
seems little hor, but when u see them play games, u will know.. how dead is that
well, actually..they sort of target who they wanna make them drunk.
first target is D, well, D was really really drunk after being sabo by them
he cant even count dices. hahaha.
and he actually raged at me when he got back home.. so scary~
i swear im not gg to see him drunk again...
went there at around 11+, left at 1+.
rest and then go grand at 4.
woke up at 1145.
back home at 2.

haix, my hols sleeping time is screwed up. thats why my skin is super bad now.
hols is over- i think.. im gonna get used to the old life again...

i've done the craziest thing these 2weeks.
i really didn't know that the craziest thing would be done in nz instead of sg.
nz is actually not that bad when u know those gang of ppl who are night owls.

i can't believe that i actually did it...
ssorg gnileef

what we could have been, 10:18 AM.
Friday, October 05, 2007

haix, i think i kinda hate online shopping, fucking troublesome lah...
esp waiting for my aunty is just gonna kill my shopping life.
walau eh, then chris still blame me
my fault meh???
if i got visa or whatever, i would have buy it myself alr.
still need to go sms and email my lagg aunt mehs.
she MIA i also dunno where is she
i also no eyes to see where is she..
she in sg i in nz.. how would i bloody know lah
walau ehs,then chris still say i repulsive.
she say," i think better not.. "
i was just agreeing with her that i think also better not
then she said that i wasted her time for her project.
wth... aiyah.. i dunno lah
feel like dying now.
everything is going against me..........

what we could have been, 1:52 PM.

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